10 May 2012

this day, i met u for the first time after we broke up,,,,
seeing u there,,several things running on my mind,,,
i'm afraid that you still have your charm to get me fall for u again,,,
 yes, u still have it,,
wondering why you come again to my life after everything,,,,,

our meeting were gorgeous,,
loving u again seems the easy thing to do,, it isn't that hard to be fallin in love with u again
but, no,,,
i already compromise with my heart,, and i don't want to let it break for the second time

having you holding my hands after years,,, i can't tell you how i feel,,,
if only i don't have him in my life, i would let my feelin to you come again,,,
but no,,, i keep it in my mind n my head
i love you, i always do, and always will,,,

just keep it, in the friend zone,,,


butuh waktu yang gak sedikit buat bisa nahan rasa ini
butuh pukulan yang keras di kepala buat sadar, i wasn't that happy
butuh teriakan di kepala bahwa sekarang I have a beautiful life, i have a wonderful sunshine, and have a great friends that always standby me during the hardest part of my life,,,
and i dont want to let them go just for fallin back again to you,,,

maybe,, it's crazy to say,,,
my love for u is too big, loving you is the best part of my life,,,,
i just can't hate you,,,
because by loving you, i can let you go for your happiness,,,
i love to see you smiling at me,,,
so please just keep smiling at me, during your day, your life,,


tolong jalani hidup dengan bahagia, agar aku tahu,,,
pengorbananku untuk tidak mengejarmu kembali tidak sia-sia