do I still love him?

just wondering what happened with me lately....

wondering why i still thinking of him while he doesn't...
why it is still hurt if I see his picture, trying to figure out what is he doing now....

why it still hurt me?
while i know that he did something bad during our relationship...
well I know the answer, I still luv him somehow

he just give me the perfect definition of love
love doesnt always happy but it has hurt part...
love doesn't always unconditional, but it has something to change one condition
it could be has a happy ending n it has sad story beyond that...

does he know my feeling?
i dont think so...
i wish could meet him one day, just to give me a chance to tell him that he is the love of my life
but he just not the one for me...

just to let my feeling go
even though the memories do not follow it.

i still love you this day,
and I still wondering will it be last???