I do really hate him at that time... even though i broke with him for years ago...
i hate him because he just so over protective, posesif and selfish
i hate him just because I dont really think in clear mind
- Q benci dia coz Q selalu tahu waktu dia mulai tertarik ma orang lain.. Q terlalu kenal dia luar dalam, itu masalahQ. tanpa dia sadar saat dia mulai jatuh cinta ma orang lain, dia gk pernah bisa berhenti berbicara tentang orang itu. dan I hate myself always be his ear to hear all off her story. he just didnt realize it...
- i hate him coz he took away my life with my friends... i can't remember i have myown life without him... saat itu Q ngerasa okelah, toh dia juga sama Q ini gak kemana2. tapi hasilnya tetep ja dia bisa fallin in luv with other girls.
- I hate him becoz setelah putus pun dia masih ngajak berantem, cuma gara2 dia gak bisa contact Q..... parah.... dia yang stress tuh telpon tengah malem, kayak gak da kerjaan laen. oke seandainya Q masih pacarnya dia rela dech Q begadang tengah malem cuma buat ngeladenin dia ngobrol... tapi nie q dah bukan siapa2na.. i have my own life to face. n dia seenakna gitu marah2 buset dah...
but i'm totally wrong!
semakin benci dia, semakin Q tahu ia dulu nyakitin Q, he just ruin whole my life...
semakin benci dia, semakin Q tahu Q masih mikirin dia, n menyimpan harapan dia masih care
now i'm trying to reverse hate with my love for him
i have to accept that he just not the one for me...
i just try to remember, I loved him...
i was feel happy with him.. so why i broke the good memory by cursing him?
kan dulu pernah sayang, itu yang ada dipikiranQ... toh Q yang minta putus karena tahu we can't go any further...
dulu sakit itu masih ada everytime i talk bout him.
tapi sekarang udah gak..
so kayakna Q dah lepas.....
